Magnificent and windy Monday.

       Today I thought it would be a good idea to file some paperwork and bills, you know; get some organization, so I could find my desk.  And Eureka I found my desk and even found some much needed clarity in my head.. Paperwork always has this numbing affect on my psyche.  I am not aware of it while the paperwork is piling away on my desk but then when I begin to clear it away I find myself sighing and feeling relief in my head like the content of the paperwork is being deleted from my brain. Filed and/or recycled feels so much better than the ever growing pile.  And as I was filing I noticed that today is a real spring day in Santa Maria as the wind is howling through the trees and the street has bags and leaves dancing along the sidewalks.  I feel a bit like that right now.  Swept along in my life with the energy of my business taking flight and so many ideas now manifest with actual tasks to keep the proverbial kite aloft. The wind is quite the metaphor for the movement of energy that is my life. In a way I think the filing was a way to exert control over the mounting energy that is taking over while I keep up with the momentum.  I am so grateful and yet feeling a bit like that bag heading down Orange St. on it's way to who knows where....sigh I guess that some days are like that.  The feeling of something else accelerating and only my ability to move papers from one place to another is the scope of control I seem to be able to exert over my life.. Don't get me wrong I love the momentum growing and doing all the things I love, just feeling a bit buffeted about by the pace and hoping that a few days of rest will get me back in the saddle again loping down the road of my new life feeling the breeze in my face and looking at the endless beauty in front of me. 

Life is wonderful wind and all!!